Healed the wound

I didn’t like myself releasing the previous blog post…but what do I do? I had to get it out of my system - even though, given the way I’ve written it, not many understood what the hell I was sulking about and quite a few misunderstood it! (I did NOT have a tiff with a friend :P; even if I did, I would've forgotten about it in 2mins). I now promise myself – no more pathetic blog posts unless absolutely necessary. (The previous blog post was in a way necessary…considering the seriousness of the issue (or rather nuisance?))

Hmm…well…I’m baaack!!!

Like in The Matrix trilogy, to ‘balance’ the equation, there are people in my life who supported and continue to support me through thick and thin. It would be absolutely unfair on my part to sulk about the hurtful people in my life and not mention the others.

Thanks to my friends and well wishers, I’ve bounced back…and really quick! Be it lending a ear or providing encouragement or just supporting silently; these people have completely boosted me up.

But the incident made me realize that it’s high time I become really thick-skinned for some situations (I’m already quite thick-skinned…but…not enough…) - it’s the only way I can come out successfully and totally unscathed.

One thing is for sure - no one, no matter how much they try…can unbalance my equation.

Hurt

Some incidents that hurt us might change our lives forever...even more so if we have been hurt by someone close to us…

The emotional fools that we are, we continue to bear the pain caused by our close ones; even though we’re been hurt time and again by them and seldom learn our lessons quickly enough – just because we ‘love’ them and are ‘attached’ to them.

How wonderfully painless the world would be if not for these two seemingly pleasant emotions!

It is these emotions which bind us and sometimes even suffocate us; yet we cannot break away and we continue to endure all the pain, for God knows what.

It hurts even more to know that the other person doesn’t care a damn for you or your feelings or your opinions and continues to hurt. Hurt on hurt; pain on pain; this will go on…till we break away…but can we?

If the pain was a choice, we can blame ourselves to an extent. But sometimes it is imposed on us…and we have no other choice but to face it.

I’ve learnt my lesson at last today…through a real eye opener. It has only increased my determination and has hardened me further. I believe I am what I am today due to all that I’ve been through and I’m thankful to life for teaching many important lessons early on...

As quoted by a friend in Orkut (Just when I needed it):
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending”